Lanvin x H&M

After the long que...


I made it!

;D

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i.

Crisp, direct and straight to the point. The newest news paper im in love with: "i" by the independent.

Independent is one of the most credible newspaper in england (or uk as well) ito yung version nila ng the daily inquirer sa pinas..now, because of the times where everyone is always on the go and the hunger for knowledge and information is at its peak they came up with an innovation...the birth of "i"




Hindi ako bayad dito! Bet ko lang talaga ang bagong dyaryo...hehe

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nearly a year.

next month nearly a year na ko dito sa london. nearly kasi dipa siya next month at umalis kasi ako ako last jan. to back sa pinas to work for a few months and bumalik dito last march.

so far...NOTHING MUCH. all the same.

I still miss the philippines, it wont change 22 years of my life i spend it there. i met my friends there, i established myself there as one of the known student leaders, i started my career dun and the likes...but because of family, because of mum i transfer here.

lahat nagbago na... i just want this year to be over because 2010 is my transition year DAMING NANGYARI and i believe 2011 will put things where it belongs.

LIFE IS HOW YOU MAKE IT.

bye.

everything is over.

its been 2 weeks already...

Time to move on.

xoxo

misiz j.

okay balik na sa realidad...

The final poem?

Love is the spoons arranged in serried ranks,it is that chasm in the heart,it is the giving of Thanks,love is the candle that though flickers never dies, sometimes the night is what opens our eyes. Love is the absence,the distance,of hearts, love is the fingertips touching as we are to part,love is all these things and mighty more:celestial ceilings and terrestrial floors. Love is the bit in the sandwich,the bite and the bread. . This poem will lodge betwixt your heart and my head.

--sad evening.
Xoxo
Misiz j

Updates.

Went to isle of wight.




Started job hunting.
Its our 2nd month.

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Books.

Been reading, nothing to do much thats why...i want to go back to what i believe im good at= media entertainment.

Books are from him:
(pix to follow) will make some review? As well soon...

Xoxo
Misiz


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Alarm.

Something happened today. both of us were really scared.

Me: taking meds now, for safety.
Him: standing by me through all of this eventhough he already has a lot on his plate.

I never loved someone like him.

Xoxo
Misiz

P.s in case someone read this. Im fine nothing to be worried xx

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Lost.

Im so lost and depress...
I want to go home...

:(


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Prediction?

"New prediction from paul the octopus: ant to marry jason in 2o12!"

"Psychic squid says:jason to marry ant in 2o1? (gives you time to think huh?) SERIOUSLY You are such a wonderful man and this morning watching you and joan was like witnessing two champagne glasses fizzing in the sunlight. A delight. Ps she told me that of all the guys she ever met through me you were the first she liked from the first impression."

So lets just see what happens then... Love love love!!

Xoxo
Misiz

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More poems.

There is a perfect poem,a sonnet woven with metres of such mellifluousness that euphonious words arrange themselves according to some platonic ordering principle of beauty. I will find this formula and I will be the conduit through which ineffable loveliness flows:from heart to heart,one blood sings a shared life.

Ok last poem follows about making love: shakespeare called it the beast with two backs,some think of it as a stalk in a crack,others slither in sweat and repose in the wet, for us it is 69 varieties of the tete a tete head. .

Love, love, love!

Xoxo
Misiz

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Saigon.

We met at hammersmith station, he arrived very angry ( coz of my text message, which h
Had a blast with nat, his accomplished friend from paris. She is unbelievable!

Had a great dinner in a vietnamese restaurant called : Saigon. Food is superb! Will definitly come back... I became tipsy and my lovey takes advantage of my situation (lol)

Another great night.
Xoxo
Misiz
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Argument.

Me:
Yes!!! Will hear mass in awhile. Nice so your all set to b a hottie again babe.

Him:
Please never tell me about the church I have a visceral hatred for it. They have killed thousands in africa and elsewhere with their insane ideas about condoms.

And its also why the phillipines is so poor. Nothing wrong with the people the church just spun them a lot of bullshit about 'accepting their lot in this life' . evil.
If you are 'religious' you better not talk to me about it as it is truly up there with my seriously long standing and deep seated hates. You know how many gay lives they ruined? And children? And women? I am not sure if I should commend the church for their brilliant way of duping the credulous or lament the fact that people are taken in with such nonsense.

Me:
???

Him:
Just find it hard to understand how you can Affirm your identity as a gay man one day (pride) and the next accept the sacrament of one of the most homophobic institutions on earth? Lets talk later

Me:
So this is something of a big deal then, Babe i respect you for all your beliefs and on things that you stand for, i just told you that im gonna hear mass thats all, i shared that to update u of what im currently doing and not to offend u or share how great catholic is. Im a proud gay babe and i dont xpect u to understand me goin to church. But atleast i hope u can just respect that as well, am i askin too much? Dont worry Will never discuss religion again.

Realization: language barrier or communication as a whole (lack of vocab on my part is becoming a problem.

Xoxo
Misiz
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Confusion.

Today is not a good day. Im sick, too emotional and his being sooooo sensitive, i believe that we are having issues now. This early? Yes. And we are gonna discuss it later.

Hope will be "honest" with each other.

Xoxo
Misiz

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Wake up call.

Had a lot of issues today.
He made me...again, realize a lot of things.

To be honest i really dont know how to start all over again, im afraid... Afraid of failing and of nothing to prove back home (i already lied to them)

I just cant wait to be successful.


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Essays.

What i like about him is his passion for learning! He never stop. His d only guy i know with this kind of enthusiasm...

Another side of him is revealed. To some his being fidgyty (hope i get right?) can be irritating but as for me...i find it, its "likeable"!

Day by day the feeling grows...im loving this.

Xoxo
Misiz


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2 become 1

His unbelievable.
Im just happy and overwhelmed...


We are now one.
This is serious. His special.



First person to cook something for me, fajitas!
-----
His busy now studying, writing his essays...
I miss him so much!
Love is in d air!!!

Xoxo
Misiz

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26th of june 2010

This is it: we said i love you.

Details tomorrow (i mean later).

Xoxo
Misiz


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3 words.

"DATE"
2nd date itsu's the place, i hate raw fish, im not a fan and still not...but infairness to it its tasty.



"FLAT"
After itsu we went to his flat, it was a long walk i must say...he told me stories: from the seeks (hope its right :/) to his crazy neighbors...i really like listening to his stories, it interest me so much.
Saw his map,


it has pins in it. All d countries he visited...


he showed me his pictures, all the memories he had (it is well filed, i envy him for this)


he also showed me all his x...some them are goodlooking some are just...boytoys (lol).


Then we made "LOVE"



Xoxo
Misiz

P.s we said the 3 words. Im/we are exclusive now.

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Poem 2.

Stars may form and planets collide nebulae are born and universes die but one thing eternal and infinitely true is this cosmic feeling I have for you.

-Ant.

Xoxo
Misiz



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Key.

We had a lunch date.
I got more than free lunch...

I got the key/badge to his flat.
Im surprised. I dont know why he did that...







It is starting to get serious now.
Oh and its just d second day.

Xoxo
Misiz

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Mother knows best.

(2nd post, not my original...failed to publish d first one)

Mom reacted BAD. I feel like i somehow dissapointed her coz im dating an older guy. I actually find it weird coz she actually fell for a guy who is 13yrs older than her (its my father, there seperated).

I actually understand where she is coming from. I just hope that she will not judge him for d age.

Im sad and hurt as well. Coz i xpected more from her, xpected support. Anyways ill just have to show it to her...

I feel that my instincts are correct. And im doing d right thing.

Xoxo
Misiz



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1st date.

We meet. We (i belive) connected.

Didnt realized that on a 1st date we'd open up.
Personal and real stories were brought up. We (i belive) became closer.

This is something. There is something.

And yes, we hugged and kissed.








Xoxo
Misiz

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Bliss.

He made me laugh.
He sang to me.
Now... He made this:

"There is a glass heart and in it a light in the light is a flame and in this flaring gleaming glinting coruscating spitting shards of splintered fire there is a name and each letter burns now red now blue. It is the litmus strip of knowledge."

Xoxo
Misiz

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Fulham pools.

I went swimming!!! Alone... Wahhh...loner much? It was okay actually, it brings back d memories when i was still enrolled in swimming lessons before (it was due to asthma thats y my mom applied me). I was priveledged coz it was Eric Buhain himself- pinoy swimming champion, was my teacher.

Fulham pools is very near in our place. Few bus stops. It is part of Active health club (gym, spa etc.)



Over all: nice facilities, though the pools are really not ment for recreational swimming/for fun coz its an olympic size with lanes thats for competition.






Lockers are availble at a price of 20p. Clean changing rooms for adults and babies (wide enough for quickie lol - but this is a FAMILY place not for CRUISING ü), clean toilets and showers too.





Life guards are everywhere, mind u theyre goodlooking ü
For a price of £3.20 for d whole day, very acceptable. Just tip: be there early coz some of the lanes can b crowded, especially d kiddie pool.





I will definitly come back and make this a weekend habbit.

Xoxo
Misiz

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Mushroom aka COCK

Finished eating dinner at pizza hut...

I just realized, Their fresh mushroom on top of their pizza reminds of... Cocks, inside my mouth! LOL

Xoxo
Misiz

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Work it.

No more day off for me, starting next week... Ill be doing some of mom's work. So much for an easy schedule. I have to work now from Mon.-Sat. ;o

Xoxo
Misiz
P.s i hope i can save... I badly need new sets of clothes... :D

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North end

After david's school we are off now to North end.. Famous for asians and arabs for almost all d asian foods (pinoy) and halal approved goodies are here.


















We are here to buy some ingredients for our Spaghetti.




Xoxo
Misiz

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A spark of hope

Ill be more serious about this, as serious and as active as iam in twitter. Ü Promise xxx

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Products.

sa london. since its 1st world narito na almost lahat ng gusto mong products.

mapa home products- eto ung mga cleaning mga appliances at iba'tt ibang klase ng furnitures. mabenta dito ang mga sofa (coach potato kasi ang mga briton) at ang Heating/ Heater for obvious reason malamig! ang mga heating dito meron ang bawat bahay automatic un di pwede maawala pero mabenta rin ung mga disaksak mga individual heaters na de-plug.

food- huwag ka umarte sa food! ay nako lahat meron! merong sosyal at not so! ang usual food nila dito: POTATO! naku walang sawa lahat ng klase ng luto nito favorite basta patatas. pero mabenta: Chips aka Fries.

hindi rin mahirap makatikim ng SWEETS ay nako chocolates ba hanap mo?! ay lahat ng klase meron. unlike sa pinas ay jusko pahirapan mamumulubi ka.. chocolate is a luxury! dito? level lang ng chocolate ang kendi o gummy bears.

Day in the Park.

H&m glasses
Pashmina from dubai
Zara jacket
Zara pants
Timberland boots

















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Channeling Agyness D.

h&m glasses
Outfitters jacket
Topman faded pants
Converse hi cut sneakers











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Fasyon diaries

H&m glasses
Scarf from dubai
Topman polo shirt
Bench pants
Topman jacket
Urban outfitters white sneakers

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Im back.

Im here in london again with my brother sister. This time ill be staying here for awhile, will try my luck...





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Oversized.

Im wearing a red oversized polo kanina. ( mind u its small na ha! ) dahil nga im not confident napa change outfit nako tuloy. Tnx bench for this purple shirt... Im so into plain colors na talaga!

Eto na ang signature ko! You whars ur signature look? ;)



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Pabalik na ng pinas.

Dito nako sa Abu Dhabi Airport---waiting!!! Shugal!

Amoy na amoy ko na ang pinas! Iready na ang heroes welcome!



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Quickie

(for MISIZJ IN LONDON: magupdate aq soon ang hirap lang kasi walang net naglilipat bahay us...)



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